My Mission

The dark side is calling me.

I am now just two weeks from my class. Three weeks from today, I will not just be decent with women, but genuinely skilled. I have to stay focused.

The reason I want to learn game isn't because of some out of control libido. I'm not even in it for the sex. Women have always been a mystery to me. They genuinely bother me when I get near them. It's stupid. It's moronic. It's completely irrational. It's also not going away on it's own.

That's why I'm doing this. I want to look at women and genuinely not be impressed. I want to know that getting another beautiful woman is not going to be a challenge. That I could have my pick whenever I want it. But why would I want that?

I don't want it for me. I want other men to see it. For them to look at me and wonder how I do it. To have them ask me how is that even possible. To teach them the same things I learned. For them to become the exact same. That is a scary group of men. Men who are not distracted by women. Men who barely notice women until they are called upon. Men who live for their mission alone. To mold them into something that is positive again. To give them the tools to overcome this rotting edifice that they are trapped inside of.

Imagine a world where world of warcraft is played only by girls who have let their physical appearance go so badly that they can't even get dates anymore. Imagine all the guys who used to play are now wide awake and moving with purpose again. That world would be freaking awesome. Probably a little scary for all the women folk out there who like us nice and placid. Not to me.

That's why I can't falter. I can't slip off into just looking for my own pleasure. Too many men are depending on me. All the sex in the world isn't worth giving up on this dream. There's too much at stake.

That's my purpose. I'm Morpheus and I'm on a mission to find the One. I'm not the one to teach all these men, I know that. But there is a guy out there, somewhere, who is going to turn this world on it's head, and I CAN teach him.

Even Morpheus started somewhere. Everyone falls the first time. I can't afford to fall.

Food Is Good

You ever heard of the Zone Diet? Yeah, me too. I ignored it completely up until this point in my life because I believed that food was inherently good for you. Turns out, I was only partially right. Food is good for you, but only so much of it and in certain amounts.

That lesson sucks. I really like food. I mean I REALLY like food. I have a love hate relationship with it. I love it and it hates on me immediately afterward. I'm thinking of redefining the terms of this relationship. Kind of like what I'm doing with women. From now on, this relationship works on my terms. Food is going to have to prove itself to me. I'm not settling for just anything anymore.

It seems constant vigilance will be my new motto in life. It's kind of interesting how everything starts falling into focus once you have a direction. You start to re-evaluate all the small stuff that never bothered you before. 25 lbs. It's completely doable. At least the snacks taste kind of like chocolate!

Covering All The Angles

I ran into an interesting post by sofia the other day.

Professors and their groupies

The topic of the post was kind of a miss for me, but one part was very revealing.

"(Note that my biggest unrealized fantasy has always been to have an older, professorly type take advantage of me during office hours. Rather, ravish me. Replete with sloppily pushing my skirt up, and tearing my pantyhose as he haphazardly takes it off. Mmm, handling me in that particularly male style, running his fingers through my hair, pulling my neck to his mouth so he can taste my skin whilst savagely rubbing his hard on against me. Grabbing my tits, pulling my bra aside, sucking on my tits as he lets his finger wander inside my now soaked pussy. I’m moaning now, helpless to his desire. I want to lick his fingers. I want to submit entirely to him. OOOooooh, I’m too distracted now.)"

I know, she has a way with words. Kind of makes you wish you had your hands all over her, or other places. Suffice it to say, I am continually amazed with women on the internet. They are so candid, whereas the contrast to real life conversations is so reserved by comparison. But, the reality is that women like sex, they just don't like initiating it. I'm fairly certain this is biological. It's not going to change. That means one thing for me.

I have to get comfortable with initiating sex!

I know, big shocker for most of you. However, I grew up in church. We are told that a mans desires are essentially bad from a VERY young age (birth)! I'm checking that crap at the door as of this moment. After reading Sofia's very erotic statement above, it's clear women like sex. They just like it from certain people with certain prerequesits. That just means that I have to become that person and provide those conditions.

Easily said, not so easily done....................yet.

Aroma Therapy

Apparently smell is important to chicks. It's not to me, so I can see where the disconnect is in my brain.

In response to this, I have purchased aveda to remove my position of anathema from women's minds.

Responses have been quite positive since it's introduction. Multiple women have all commented on how good I smell. One actually looked at me and asked "you using soap now?" I decided to try an Agree and Amplify in response. "No, I had my harem girl try something different. I guess it wore off on me!" That had an even better response!

Getting in shape

Alright, now it's down to the nitty gritty! I'm overweight. Period. A solid 20-25 lbs heavier than I should be. Not impossible to get off, but it's definitely going to be a challenge. I was recently over in CA with a buddy of mine named Victor. He took me to the craziest gym I've ever been to.

Crossfit

I threw up 3 times. Granted I took it a little too hard, but that was my fault. So now I'm back home, and I found one not far from where I work.

Exactly the kind of place that Apollo Creed would call home. Is that rocky music playing in the background?

Suffice it to say, these people are crazy. My trainer actually said they were kind of a cult.








That's ok, I'll drink that Kool Aid!

Addtional information

In my last post I put up information about a video I had seen over at Roissy's. I decided to go back and find it for you.

Here you go!

This is just so you guys know that I'm not making it up.

The board is set...... the pieces are moving.

Now that you have an idea of who I am and what I'm about, It's time to let you in on the time table and the nitty-gritty details.

I stumbled across a website that a few of you may know about.

Roissy

I've been reading it for about the last year and a half. Never done anything about it! Honestly thought it was crap when I first got there, but that guy has a way of writing that just pulls you in.

He made a recommendation for one group in particular that stood out to me. PUATraining.com. I watched a video of a guy getting a make out session with a girl he just met on the street, in the middle of the day, inside of 10 minutes.

........... I signed up.

My class is on May 9th 2011 and goes for the entire week. That gives me one month to prepare. Needless to say, I'm borderline freaking out over here! I'll let you know about all my preparations for the class along the way.